Not So Happy Anymore

I had a really bad night last night. Well, it was more like this morning. Feelings were played with, and people (aka me) got hurt. Badly. I am not such a fan of this hurt thing. I hate letting it affect me, but it does. I feel very used and hurt. I am hoping to clarify it today after school. On a good note, I have amazing friends. Really amazing. They're there for me when I need them. This situation bites.

In other happy news, I got my bio test back with a "see me" on it. Yay. I have so much work to do it is ridiculous. This is going to be a heck of a "vacation". I need this to be over. I have also been having trouble (beginning last night) with my living situation for next year. I was supposed to go into an apartment with 4 other girls. One of them called me to tell me that she might have found me a roomate. I told her that I need someone I know. Then we spoke online and she made me really upset. She pretty much said that I can't back out now, but if I am going to, then I need to tell her. I want to live near Erica. I need her. I think I will live with them. If worse comes to worse, I'll move to a single room near Erica.

I am so stressed out and upset. I wish I wasn't, but I am. I don't know what to do.

At least I have time with my nephews to look forward to.