Fieldwork Fretting

I spoke to my education teacher after class yesterday. I told him that I made a commitment and I can't back out of it. Debra thinks I should skip the NCSY stuff, but Perica said I made a commitment and need to stick with it. I like Perica's view more. I told the professor that I really don't know what to do. He asked me why I didn't do fieldwork while I was home and I told him it's because I was substituting for Hebrew subjects. To this he answered, "Well, you didn't have to substitute, did you?" Well, the woman who runs the school has known me since before I was born (ok, so it doesn't make sense...deal with it) and if she needs me to help her out, I am there in a second. No, I didn't have to substitute, but it a way, I kind of did.

The one thing that drives me crazy is the fact that I always think of things to say after the conversation is over. I was talking to Perica about it and she said that the teacher had told us before vacation that he will be able to place us in a school that is right near Stern, so we could run to class when it's over. I guess that never worked out but I didn't think to say it while I was talking to the teacher. ARGH! He needs us all to have done 12 hours before the end of the semester which is near the end of December. I told him that I could skip class, but he said he wouldn't feel comfortable with that. Well, I wouldn't feel comfortable with an F in my education class which is supposed to be my favorite class! Sigh...I wish I could just do fieldwork in Ramaz again. I loved it there. Oh, well. I sent the teacher an e-mail apologizing for the misunderstanding. What else can I do? I can't do fieldwork during January vacation, because that would be too late. I hope something comes up. I don't know what, but something...anything.

Last night, Debra and I went shopping. It was raining, but other than that, it was so nice out! She was looking for a jean skirt and we found one. If you ever need anything, you shop with me and you'll find it! Last night was not the first time it happened! *pat on the back* After she bought the skirt, she had to go, so I hung around the store. When I was done looking at stuff, I went outside and it was pouring! I didn't have an umbrella, so I had a refreshing shower. It felt great, especially since I haven't showered for a month. (Just wanted to make sure you were still paying attention.) On the way back, I stopped at Walgreen's for a while. I had no real reason to go, but why pass it up? Today after school, Debra and I are going shopping again. After we're done, we're going to head up to Devora's. I can't wait to see her! I also can't wait for Shabbos. I REALLY NEED IT!

Have a great day!